I failed another interview. I want to give up already
Rant ahead, I'm pissed off and so so upset I really need to vent so I'm sorry to whoever reads this
None of this is my fault but I feels like utter shit over this, I worked so hard and I know my parents still care and love me but I can't help but think that maybe they love Makoto more, he has a table job and everything I want to have. Why won't anyone pick me at all? I'm doing my best and I am the best and I keep getting the same rejection letters again and again like it's normal. What's wrong with me?? Why does absolutely no company even care at all??? Am I just a plaything for whatever god exists and I'm destinied to bea total failure?? It's not my fault the world looks down on a lowly Backstreets resident like me, I'm already working my butt off at part-time jobs just to live comfortably and afford bread but I have no time and it's always like this for me. I hate the Wings, they are enabling this bullshit and I hate it I hate it I hate it so much why can I never be the one who helps and is chosen what is with ME??? Am I the issue??? What am I doing wrong for this to happen like I hate this I'm doing every single thing I can and yet nothing good ever happens to me, my heating is broken and it's cold here and I'm running out of bread
does the world fucking hate me or what